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And through it all, it stops right here.

Thu Dec 27, 2007, 10:29 AM
  • Mood: Speechless
  • Listening to: Senses Fail
  • Reading: Umbrella Academy
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Pokemon Diamond
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Coffee <3
Everyday I ask myself, WHY. HOW? What the Hell Happened?
Where did my mind go, and what was I feeling?
I know it… I know I’m in love… But…
There’s a complication in my life. Something I can never have, that I want so bad.
But, if I allow bliss in the additional individuals life… than I just need to keep my mouth closed, my heart filled, but yet empty.. And subsist in this life like how it’s meant to be.
No more tragedies, no more days of crying myself to sleep, no more chances on asking, or producing another dilemma. It’s time to just carry on.

Even if it hurts so bad. Even if it doesn’t indulge that certain area of my heart.
Even if it takes my name away, and sprays my face with acidic ache. Even if theres poison in my veins, or a damp carcass laying across my core. Or that green criminal named Envy slashing itself throughout my body, making me want to hurt and hate and destroy.
It was never meant to be this way anyways.
I was never entitled to this line of honor.

Thinking happy thoughts is harder than you think. When the weight of Hell pulls you deeper into the rim of unmanageable resentment.
Because what can you do, when the person you love… doesn’t even know you exist anymore… what can you do, when the person you worship loves another completely? What can you do when your heart splits in half, and you can feel the blood oozing past the shredded tissue and muscles. The pain of feeling broken never ceases to amaze me.

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Something I wrote for D.K

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:iconoctanehedgie:
Hey! You! Hi.

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Banka chicka bow wow

:iconmarvelzombies:
:iconwolfgoddess182:
Awwww that's so sad.

You scared me, At first I thought it was about you haha.

Your such an amazing writer.

just thought you should know. =]

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"We're very attractive to them because we dress like homeless people. " - Mikey Way

"Frank, what are you doing in the box?" -Gerard.
"I'm your present!" -Frank


FrEaK.
:iconmylittleponygurl:
Ha.. I'm not really a good writer. I only have certain instances when I can actually type something decent. I don't consider that being very artistic. A good writer should always be able to create something wonderful. For me, well, it's just spare the moment kind of deal.

D.K is a very sad little zompire. =[

Thank you anyways.

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:ambulance:
:iconwolfgoddess182:
Awwww

Well, your much better than I could ever be.

No problem. =]

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"We're very attractive to them because we dress like homeless people. " - Mikey Way

"Frank, what are you doing in the box?" -Gerard.
"I'm your present!" -Frank


FrEaK.
:iconoctanehedgie:
Hullo!

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Banka chicka bow wow

:iconmarvelzombies:
:iconoctanehedgie:
D: He needs a hug.

A hug by a bunny..

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That was powerful.

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Banka chicka bow wow

:iconmarvelzombies:
:iconmylittleponygurl:
He does. Life for him doesn't go too well really.

Sorry I haven't gotten back with the rp. I've barely had a chance to get on here. =[

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:ambulance:
:iconoctanehedgie:
That's okay! ^^

I has patience, also, my new bass came in...

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Banka chicka bow wow

:iconmarvelzombies:
:iconmylittleponygurl:
REALLY?! What kiiind?

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:ambulance:
:iconoctanehedgie:
Four string...

It looks nothing like the one I ordered...

That's a good thing.

It's got a nice sound...

There is some buzzing, but it's good.

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Banka chicka bow wow

:iconmarvelzombies:

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